(Source: cherrybam, via indeicsive)

things would be so much easier if you didn’t care that much.. thats the ugly truth..

I cried, and cried, and cried some more.. till there aren’t anything left in me.. I’m numbed.. by the sadness..

I have recently ordered my girlfriend the new Ipad (3) from Apple store for her upcoming birthday, but the problem is yesterday I found out that her dad gave her an Ipad 2 as a pre-birthday gift already. I had to tell her that i bought her the exact same thing and she said it’s okay for her. but still its just doesn’t feels right for me to give that. I’d wanted her to have something special for me. anyone have any suggestions?

I’ll definitely be the happiest person to be able to give you something that you’ve always wanted.. no matter how hard it is to get it, but somehow it feels so wrong that now that it’s no longer something that you wanted, how am I suppose to give you now that you’ve already had that something?